It had arrived in her staff mailbox last Friday. Sandy was overwhelmed by the rose scented paper, the rich black ink, the gold deckled envelope. Sandy felt honoured, and she knew just what she had to do.
She was on the number four headed to the mall. They just happened to have a sale on the fancy new kitchenaid mixer model. They had some in champagne, which would match Sandy’s paint colours perfectly. To prepare for her purchase, Sandy had decided to wear her black faux fur coat with her silver handbag.
The sun was shining brighter than Sandy has expected. The forecast had warned her of high, chilly winds. A tiny part of her wished that she’d chosen her grey, equally flattering coat. She could feel her cheeks glowing red, and was grateful for the high collar of the coat. She clutched the handle on the top of the seat in front of her to ground her as the bus twisted and turned.
She could just imagine the dinner party. Surely Georgia would have napkin rings, and decorative cake plates, and wines from five continents. She wondered who else had received their invitation. She was sure the aromas of the room would be a feast enough. Georgia’s very own home…
Her glasses were slidding slowly down the ridge of her nose as she looked out the window. It was a slushy winter day, much too mucky for her wool boots. She spotted the bank, a TD on the corner just 10 minutes from the mall. She felt a little panic; she knew she wouldn’t be paid until next week. Maybe it was a bit of a rushed decision, to go out and buy this kitchenaid when she couldn’t afford to fly to Calgary to see her Mother. But it was part of the experience. Besides, how long had it been since Sandy had treated herself?
Sandy had invented the perfect plan. Her mother had made much loved sweet-potato cupcakes in her day. Sandy was reminded of their deliciousness at every family function, where the famed cupcakes made for regular lamenting. Sandy knew that it was the last thing Georgia would be expecting. Who knew! They might even draw more attention then the inevitable treasures Georgia would prepare.
Sandy was considering the options for candying pecan garnishes when a green bottle slid out from under a seat and knocked the back of Sandy’s feet. Sandy picked up the bottle and she turned around to deliver the bottle to it’s owner. There was a young girl with peculiar hair and a dense coat. She was writing furiously in her notebook. She hadn’t noticed Sandy turn around.
“Here you are” Sandy confirmed. She held the bottle above the notebook.
“Oh, that’s not mine” The young woman held her pen at the ready.
“Well, who’s is it?”
“I don’t know, it’s a mystery!” The girl smiled in a goofy sort of way and returned to her words. Sandy had an impulse to throw the bottle before the girls concentrated face.
Sandy returned, blundered. She held her hand containing the bottle below the level of the seats and tossed the bottle. The bottle bounced vigerously, echoing abruptly with every motion. It fell aggressively against the boot of a tired old woman. As though welcoming Sandy to pergatory, the woman creeked, grinding her bones until she caught Sandy’s glance from the edges of her withered eyes.
“Sorry, Madam” Never had a person of elderly age instilled such threat. The woman kept her contact with Sandy far beyond the realm of time which would suggest that Sandy was forgiven.
Internally Sandy was screaming: “What! I am just taking care of someone else’s mess! This is what I get? You’ve no right to judge me, you crow! Well, that’s very nice. How kind, to tear me apart for a harmless bump! A bottle is hardly a reason to get upset! Get your filthy eyes off of me!”
The old woman successfully reached the depths of Sandy’s soul. Unimpressed with her efforts, she returned, bones grinding heavily as they found a semblence of alignment.
The bottle seemed to be laughing at Sandy: roll roll roll ha ha ha BONK tumble clink HAHAHA BONK BONK PSHHHHPSHSHHHHHAAAAAAHAHAH HA BONK BONK! Sandy stewed. As the bottle attempted a second attack at Sandy’s shoes she made a grab for it, blindly waving her arm under the chair until she clutched the sorry aggressor. Sandy shoved the bottle beside her bag, on the seat next to her. She would take care of it when she arrived at the mall.
Sandy felt a slight burning at the back of her head. She turned abruptly to catch the young girl staring. Ashamed, she pretended to have a burst of inspiration. “Just as I thought”, thought Sandy.
The bottle was disposed beside entrance 52. Sandy charged into the doors. She reminded herself that she loved the fancy mannequins, telling herself that the kids skating on the rink were cute, and applauding herself for getting through that annoying bus ride. She was past it now. She forced herself to raise her chin and pull her shoulders back: the visage of confidence. She smiled at the families running the errands, kids being pulled beyond a pace they could manage. She thought of the champagne mixer that awaited her. She thought of Georgia.
Everything was ready at home. The flour, the cinnamon, the ginger. Ginger was her mother’s secret. She had crimson cupcake liners, the richest colour she could find. She had even picked up vanilla from Madagascar. She wondered what Georgia would say.
The store was fairly crowded, but to Sandy’s luck an employee stood near the entrance, free to abide Sandy’s bidding. Sandy explained about the sale, abour the colour, about the special recipe. The employee understood perfectly, and promptly made her path to fetch the mixer from storage.
Sandy took a great breath. Such fine products lined the shelf. Sandy noticed 10 different colours of salt, all varying degrees of coarseness. Perhaps Georgia would like a little gift, something for being so kind to host. Sandy chose a small container of rose salt. It did seem ridiculous to spend twenty dollars on salt, but what the heck. It was a cause for celebration, really.
Sandy was standing near the til when she noticed the employee emerging from the storage doors. Sandy fluttered, why on earth were her hands empty?
“I’m sorry miss, but it seems the champagne is a real favourite! We sold our last one in the champagne just this morning. We do have five other colours which are equally tempting”.
“No, you don’t understand, I was looking specifically for the champagne”. There was an error. Of course, it wasn’t sold out. How could it be?
“I am awfully sorry. It is so unfortunate that you came all this way only to find out that the one you wanted is the only one we don’t have. I can order one for you, though! We should be able to get one in our next shipment, if you’d like. It usually doesn’t take more than three weeks!”
This employee’s voice was a cheese grater on dry wrists. Sandy couldn’t stay there a moment longer.
Once Sandy made it out of entrance 52 she saw that her bus was there. Sandy knew she had to make a run for it. She hustled through the parkade, diving around puddles and distracted individuals. Sandy was surprised that the bus hadn’t left by the time she could see 87 avenue. She stood a chance. She reached into her handbag to prepare her wallet, being sure to clear the cement parking markers. She got to the tree before the bus terminal when the bus began to roll toward the exit.
Sandy watched it drive away, almost slow enough that she thought she could hop on if it had some sort of balcony as the trains do in movies. But that would never happen.
Sandy pulled out her cell phone and dialed the number of Georgia.
“Oh, Sandy! Why hello! How are you today?”
“Actually Georgia, not so well.”
“Oh no? I’m sorry to hear that. What’s been troubling you?”
Georgia took a moment to shoo away the water trembling behind her eyes. “Well, you see, I’ve been having a bit of a cold”
“Ah, yes, that does put a damper on things, doesn’t it? Well, I’m sorry, Sandy. You’re still coming to the dinner though, aren’t you? I could make you some ginger tea?”
“That’s very nice of you to offer Georgia, but no I don’t think I can after all.”
“Oh no, I’m disappointed.”
“Well, we cannot help these things, can we?”
“Yes, I guess not. Well, if you change your mind you are more than welcome. Get some rest, Sandy”
“Yes, Georgia, I will do just that”.
“Alright then, goodbye”.
“Yes, goodbye now”.
Sandy looked at the grey of the day. A man in crutches gussles the last drops of a listerine bottle and throws it in the trash. Three teenagers in grubby sweaters smoke cigarettes by a pile of ashy snow. Sandy wondered what to do with herself as she waited for the next bus.
By Sarah C Louise